Someone told me that I don't get things done, because:
"You're all *hand gesture fireworks at 5 different points in the air*
...You're all over the place."
Unfortunately I took that literally and have been battling not only my natural state but also the efficiency that I'd built up over years through layers of resolutions.
I thrive when I set my own deadlines. I can only build momentum when operating through a vision, not a task list. I can only maintain focus if prioritisation has risk mitigation baked into it, and is not subject to numerous changes.
Whilst it would be ideal, that I work through a task list and finish every task on time, it cannot be achieved without the pre-requisites.
The pre-requisites themselves take time and require discretion.
All I had to do, was get back in the driving seat.
To tap into my best resource: > adaptability and still pair it with what I lacked > accountability I had to regain a lot more control over how I spend my time and how I form my list of tasks.
There is no other way. I am no other person.