Someone told me that I don't get things done,
because:
"You're all *hand gesture fireworks at 5 different points in the air*
...You're all over the place."
Unfortunately I took that literally and have been battling
not only my natural state
but also the efficiency that I'd built up over years
through layers of resolutions.
I thrive when I set my own deadlines.
I can only build momentum when operating through a vision, not a task list.
I can only maintain focus if prioritisation has risk mitigation baked into it, and is not subject to numerous changes.
Whilst it would be ideal, that I work through a task list and finish every task on time, it cannot be achieved without the pre-requisites.
The pre-requisites themselves take time and require discretion.
All I had to do, was get back in the driving seat.
To tap into my best resource:
> adaptability
and still pair it with what I lacked
> accountability
I had to regain a lot more control over how I spend my time
and how I form my list of tasks.
There is no other way.
I am no other person.